I need to get it out of my system, because it is eating me up inside right now.
You don't defend me against them, you don't stand up?
If you make the call to stay there because someone you know doesn't want you to move?
You are not going to live together with your parents or relatives for ever!
You are going to live with the one you love, and if you can't choose love when you are an adult,
and you choose your mommy, you can't grow up and you can't live your own life.
If you can't do that your love, for your partner is just a secondhand deal..
If you won't move, If you won't live your life and if love isn't working, and you won't stand up and defend each other. You should stay living with your mommy for the rest of your life, and NEVER get a WIFE...
No girlfriend, no family, NOTHING
No life
2011-02-26
2011-02-23
Movie time!
It's kind of funny story
Is a kind of cool movie about a guy that thinks he is suicidal, and he makes a mistake by going to the doctor and won't take no for an answer. The doctor want's to send him home with no treatment and the guy argues until the doctor sends him to the hospitals mental hospital group home. He meets a girl that's also suicidal and a bunch of guys that becomes his friends, and he realize that the friends he had on the outside where not his friends at all. I really like this movie, it has a message.
He seems more relaxed and hi is having more fun at the institutional then he had on the outside. The girl that also are suicidal are also a teenager but the other guys at the home are much much older! I hope he forgets that stupid girl that was dating his "best friend" and hooks up with the girl inside. She is so much cuter and she does not snitch on him or judge his condition. Now he is in a bad position he said he loved that girl from school when she came to visit and she started to call him a freak and everything just because he by accident threw up and yelled at her "I love you" and Noel (the girl that's also suicidal) heard and it hurt her bad. She does not talk to him and he starts to paint a picture for her and slides it in under her door and she look's really found of it. The boy is on a meeting with the doctor later and I think she is going to let him go home soon, she looks at his paintings and they talk, and its his last night on the hospital. He goes home tomorrow. Wonder what Noel would say now, she will be devastated. They talk in the hallway and he describes his feelings for her. That the feelings for the other girl was shallow. They are so cute. He say "i wanna play doctor with you" and they dress as doctors and runs out from the hospital together. Later on the roof he ask what music she likes and then he ask's her out in a really cool smooth way. But she goes first! *Laugh* They are really cute! And this is a very awesome movie.
You should watch it <3
5/5 stars!
Is a kind of cool movie about a guy that thinks he is suicidal, and he makes a mistake by going to the doctor and won't take no for an answer. The doctor want's to send him home with no treatment and the guy argues until the doctor sends him to the hospitals mental hospital group home. He meets a girl that's also suicidal and a bunch of guys that becomes his friends, and he realize that the friends he had on the outside where not his friends at all. I really like this movie, it has a message.
He seems more relaxed and hi is having more fun at the institutional then he had on the outside. The girl that also are suicidal are also a teenager but the other guys at the home are much much older! I hope he forgets that stupid girl that was dating his "best friend" and hooks up with the girl inside. She is so much cuter and she does not snitch on him or judge his condition. Now he is in a bad position he said he loved that girl from school when she came to visit and she started to call him a freak and everything just because he by accident threw up and yelled at her "I love you" and Noel (the girl that's also suicidal) heard and it hurt her bad. She does not talk to him and he starts to paint a picture for her and slides it in under her door and she look's really found of it. The boy is on a meeting with the doctor later and I think she is going to let him go home soon, she looks at his paintings and they talk, and its his last night on the hospital. He goes home tomorrow. Wonder what Noel would say now, she will be devastated. They talk in the hallway and he describes his feelings for her. That the feelings for the other girl was shallow. They are so cute. He say "i wanna play doctor with you" and they dress as doctors and runs out from the hospital together. Later on the roof he ask what music she likes and then he ask's her out in a really cool smooth way. But she goes first! *Laugh* They are really cute! And this is a very awesome movie.
You should watch it <3
5/5 stars!
2011-02-22
Glasses?
Yes, after 21 years of hard work my eyes need help :P *haha*
I have an appointment with Synsam for an eye exam as at 9.30 am on Monday. I hope i will find some hot glasses, don't want that "old lady look" searching for the "sexy teacher business Woman look" and I hope I find some glasses to fix that look. I have seen like everywhere and heard that it has become some kind of fashion to wear glasses. So I am not sad to get a pair, it is more fun :) I'm going to look totally hot in them! xD
I have an appointment with Synsam for an eye exam as at 9.30 am on Monday. I hope i will find some hot glasses, don't want that "old lady look" searching for the "sexy teacher business Woman look" and I hope I find some glasses to fix that look. I have seen like everywhere and heard that it has become some kind of fashion to wear glasses. So I am not sad to get a pair, it is more fun :) I'm going to look totally hot in them! xD
2011-02-20
Playlist February 2011
I love music and can not live without it, music heals me and if i am sad it helps me through it, sometimes even makes me smile or cry. Music is the way of life! (not in top order, just lined up the songs random) <3
- Alexandra Burke - All Night Long
- Akon Ft Flo Rida -Who's That Girl
- Avril Lavigne - What The Hell
- BACK-ON feat.mini - ONE STEP
- Flo Rida - Respirator
- Pleasure P - She Dance
- Pleasure P - U Gon Let Me
- R. Kelly - Doin Dishes
- London Without Her
- David Guetta - I Found Love (summer hit 2011)
- Alexandra Burke - Start Without You
- The Saturdays - Higher
- The Saturdays - Up
- Claude Kelly - Love You To Death
More coming very soon, searching music almost everyday, Music is my life <3
Enjoy!
Good evening buddies!
Now my cat is running around and checking everything in the house out, very carefully when he comes outside of my room. When he gets outside my room and something sounds loud or some door closes he runs back into my room again and lies under my bed for a while, then he comes back out again. But I must say he is getting more confident by every hour and feels more comfortable around me and my boyfriend. More cuddle and he plays a little bit now and then. Anyways he is adorable!
I have met my fathers girlfriend and she seems to be okay. Jimmy and I made dinner and then she asked if she could take a little bit more, and after she said thank you for the great dinner. There is nothing wrong with her what I can see. We sat in the living room and listened to music on our Viasat boxer and later we started a movie and watched it and laughed together all four of us, and it was fun actually.
Tomorrow my boyfriend is travelling home to fix the last things before he moves here. We get a decision about the apartment next week, she said something between Wednesday and Thursday we would get an answer. I am so excited and can't wait to move so I hope she won't give us RED LIGHT! That would be so sad! I wanna live together with my love. And I really hope that he will succeed with his stop smoking thing, because its making it hard for me to stay away from it. I haven't had a smoke since NEW YEARS EVE! I am really proud, I must say.
I just need everyone around me to stop smoking while I am present xD
2011-02-19
I got A Cat
I love my Kitty
(Zimba <3 )
Soon my dad's new girlfriend comes to have dinner and I am a little curious about her I must say, he has been acting strange since he met her, he makes dinner more often and he comes in to my room with cookies and everything, I'm in chock that is why I have to meet this Lady of his!
Well wish me luck :P
2011-02-09
This is on Swedish
Säljer mina smycken jag tillverkar hemma!
50kr stycket, helt egen design, kolla bilder nedan!!!
Maila mig! Eller skicka medelande på Facebook :) om ni är intresserade av ett av armbanden, Jag skickar då konto nummer som ni sätter in pengarna på så Postar jag armbandet samma dag!
Mvh Emelie!
50kr stycket, helt egen design, kolla bilder nedan!!!
Maila mig! Eller skicka medelande på Facebook :) om ni är intresserade av ett av armbanden, Jag skickar då konto nummer som ni sätter in pengarna på så Postar jag armbandet samma dag!
Mvh Emelie!
2011-02-07
I make bracelets
I sold my first bracelet today, my bigger sister bought it, and my mom said it was beautiful. Today I have a terrible headache, feels like my brain is gonna explode, I can't see clearly and it's pissing me off. I need my boyfriend here now and he can't come until tomorrow with a little luck! Anyways we have started to get this thing with an apartment going, so soon enough we will move in together and live a life together. No body can break that.
I really need something to do now, but I can't come up with anything because of my headache.....
I really need something to do now, but I can't come up with anything because of my headache.....
2011-02-06
Ipod Touch
I have searched online for someone thats selling an Apple I Pod for a nice price, and I found a guy that gave me a really sweet deal, and I got a track package code for free so I can see where the I pod is all time and know when its coming to me. He is sending it tomorrow morning and I guess I have it by Tuesday/ Wednesday. Can't wait, need it so bad. Hate it when my mobile battery doesn't last long enough because of camera, music, apps, texts and calls all day long. The battery sucks and that is why I searched for an I pod to listen to music and play on while I traveling and get bored. Really nice!
I hope the days goes fast!!!
Im tired
So tired right now, I couldn't sleep at all, I woke up every five minutes. Stupid idiots yesterday thought they could fool my babe! Well anyways we are moving together very soon and there's nothing they can do about it, and now I change my password once a week, or more. They haven't tried since they got logged out after their fail to make him believe them. Soon he comes back up here after celebrating his B-day together with his mum and her boyfriend, then he doesn't have to go back that often.
Now I have to search for some apartments and nag to the woman I talked to about the apartment in Alstermo, she is so slow!
Now I have to search for some apartments and nag to the woman I talked to about the apartment in Alstermo, she is so slow!
2011-02-05
Hacked
Somebody is trying to be me, on my older mail. Sending loads of shit messages to my boyfriend, saying he has cheated and that I break up with him?
Who is this retarded person? I'm glad we don't believe in this stupid freak that seems to have mayor problems! Really sick!
I hope this fucker gets a life, instead of breaking things for those who are happy, and has a life....
Sick people :S
Tangled 3D
Yesterday me, my boyfriend and my little sister went to the movies and watched TANGLED 3D. Well my sister didn't know until we where outside the building and I handed her the tickets and she screamed so loud that everyone outside was starring at us. She ran in and she got the candy she wanted for the movie and then we went to McDonald's to eat. Then we went to the cinema.
The movie started and my boyfriend has NEVER seen 3D movies before. A butterfly coming from nowhere flew straight into the screen, and he reacted! Couldn't help that I laughed at him. It was a great experience for him, and he want's to see more 3D movies soon but HORROR movies. *laugh*
The movie was great, we laughed at the horse and the guy that falls in love with Rapunzel. The story was great, really cute and funny. I recommend this movie, you have to see it. Best, funniest animated movie for a long time!
And now my baby has traveled home :( I miss him and I don't want him to call that place home anymore. Hope they call me about the apartment soon, we really need it. Want him to be home with me :) <3
ONE YEAR AND MORE TO COME <3
The movie started and my boyfriend has NEVER seen 3D movies before. A butterfly coming from nowhere flew straight into the screen, and he reacted! Couldn't help that I laughed at him. It was a great experience for him, and he want's to see more 3D movies soon but HORROR movies. *laugh*
The movie was great, we laughed at the horse and the guy that falls in love with Rapunzel. The story was great, really cute and funny. I recommend this movie, you have to see it. Best, funniest animated movie for a long time!
And now my baby has traveled home :( I miss him and I don't want him to call that place home anymore. Hope they call me about the apartment soon, we really need it. Want him to be home with me :) <3
ONE YEAR AND MORE TO COME <3
2011-02-04
February 4, 2010
at last. It's completely insane, I remember the day we met like it was yesterday! I feel like a princess when I'm with you, you
surprise me with all sorts of things. The roses I received last time was adorable,
really gorgeous! And our romantic day
when you took care of all of me from head to toe. I was in heaven all day, I can say that no one has made an effort for me
as you do. That makes me feel so special in your life babe. The way you
care, the way you comfort me, the way you protect me and all the ways
you show that you love me, makes my heartbeat faster. I feel empty when you are not around me. I want to stay in your life, and become your wife someday. We can beat everything together and we let our spirits love for ever baby.
forever, even after death, our love remains steady. My heart is yours and it remains so. Not even death can destroy our love. We are like the sun, no water can out the flame out, no one can touch it and break it, no human can ever get us of track. Our life goal are set high, no one can break it, or
interferer with it. It's you and me honey and I feel like time is flying away,
when we kiss i swear I believe in miracles, never thought such a wonderful,
caring, romantic and truthful guy would want me, but I was so wrong. Here I
am with the finest man in history, who really wants whats best for me. You
should know that your girl is sitting writing this while she's chatting with you.
What a look on your face you must have when you are reading this darling :)
You mean so much to me, I cant describe it! The world became a wonderful
place when I got to know you. That a guy like you would fight so hard just
to win my heart and to keep it always. I know that you really love me and you
never want to break my heart or see us grow apart, you got me falling over and
over again for you. When I least expect it you all of a sudden gives me roses,
write this beautiful texts about me online, protect me against everything in
this world. To be your girl is the most amazing thing in my life, we are going
to have so much fun in our lifetime, move together, start a life on our own,
travel, get kids and maybe even get married and grow old together. You have
changed my whole life, just by being you! A whole year and many years to
come sweet heart. All the memories we have are playing all over and over
in my head and our first kiss to this song while we where laying in my bed.
Jason Derulo - whatcha say Acoustic Version My heart exploded when our
lips first met, every since we meet in person I wanted to, and at last we did.
After along time of kissing, the hugs, and romantic eye contact that felt like
electrical chocks in our hearts when our eyes met, the song started to play,
Söder - Du snurrar min värld (you are spinning my world) and at the end of
that song you had won my heart, I fell hard, I was yours truly. Nothing can
compare to that weekend I spend with you, No one is as special as you.
can't even remember much from my past relationships , you are so damn
wonderful that things in my head has been erasing and deleting every since
that day. I have you in my mind all the time and I don't think you can
understand how much I love you and want to share all my life with you.
Its crazy, my heart will never stop loving you, my heart are never gonna
give it self to anyone els. Its you and me my wonderful and loving fiancée.
OUR LIFE IS GOING TO BE EPIC
UNTIL THE END OF TIME COMES
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
Your Emelie 4 eternity <3
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