First day on the job tomorrow!

My first day starts tomorrow and I'm not in the mood right now, and I hope for his sake he doesn't push me further! Then I will go insane, I'm not gonna cook or clean or wash for him anymore. I'm working as hard as he does, only difference is he gets awesome payed and I don't. I hope my boyfriend comes this week so we can check the flat out and decide to move. I feel like  house made here and that is not how I am suppose to feel at all. I really need to get out of this dump. So I can keep my life on track again and do my stuff and not others all the time! I cant manage to keep up my stuff at the same time as I have to do everything els. So i
I am not going to cook or clean more then my own room and get my little sister to school nothing els !!!